fragments

what’s left of me.

i think i loved you more than i wanted to live.
you touched me like a confession, and left like a lie.
i still wake up some nights thinking you’re here.
do you miss me, or just the power?
i wasn’t asking for much. just not to be disposable.
i remember the sound of you leaving more than your voice.
i let you call me everything but human. i still said thank you.
i am haunted by a person who is still alive.
you loved me like god. punished me like man.
your silence feels louder than any scream.
i should’ve left the first time i felt myself vanish in your hands.
you weren’t a storm. you were the flood after.
no closure. no apology. just fragments.