you broke me.
i want to be enough.
you looked at her like that.
i begged inside my mind.
touch me the way you touched her.
make me the favorite.
i shouldn't want this.
you were never mine, but i wanted to ruin you anyway.
i stared until i became her, and you loved me back.
i sweetened my skin just so you'd taste me first.
i want to be the only thing that fills your mouth, your mind.
every silence you left behind screams my name now.
i bit back, even though all i wanted was your mouth on mine.
i’d offer my heart if you let me be the one you pray to.